Random !

Like the title goes just planning to pour in random thoughts .

Why do i need to blog?

I dont need to actually . I'm just doing it out of one day's nostalgia.
Hopefully sometime in the future i'll come across this again (incase i stop blogging frequently by the looks of things that should happen) and I might think for quiet sometime : )


Should this post relate itself to the previous post?

Hmmm i think i will do that just to get myself into the zone :)


Name something your good at and you'd never thought u would be back then ?

Photography . :P . actually i'm not good in it but i'm gettint the hang of it and investing time and money to it . So yeah i better be good at it in some point of time .

Isnt this q&a session with yourself actually boring and weird ?

100%. But lets see how far it goes .

Ok in that case why the sudden interest in photography?

Hmmm . To be honest i always loved edits . the previous posts have some pics have been edited. Pathetic i knw . But yeah as time flew the trend kicked in . People started posting pics.
its looked really cool . gave it a try and yeah it is pretty intresting . And yeah photos are memories . So i live on by that .

What gadgets do you own as of now ? ( Your chance to Show off :P
Motorola V8, IPod touch , xbox 360 , nikon d3100 , dell studio (not mine actually , but i consider it as mine) .

Do you consider this post helpfull for yourself in 4 years ?
Hopefully . i'd like to add some thoughts too . Just to rate my stupidity in a scale of 10 for the future yet again. but i'll save it for latere

Peace
Nutcracker (the name still kicksass though :)

Lost !

4 years i ignored this page considering all this was junk. Now i'm so lost in words reading , i's say i have to post something for the future

I was skeptical on whether to create a new blog altogether or just add a post.

To be honest i have no clue on what to say , what to post . "Completely lost" would be a more appropriate term for me to use over here.

Its funny cause i used to blog when i was litereally bored to a level where no man has gone before . Am i that bored right now? . absolutely not . Was just browsing the internet to catch up on whats the latest crap , filtering mails and now i come across this.

I'm numb with memories of the past . Did i know back then what and where i was heading into ? . Again "absolutely not" .

Reading what you've actually typed way back is so weird . Has the change over the past 4 years actually helped me? . Not too sure about that . One thing i know is that , i still suck at completing a sentence correctly over a mail or an sms (typo's) . Fortunaltely for office i can use spell checker .

Nostalgia is such a feeling . Its a great feeling that makes you sad . Ironic eh?

Well now to speak about changes .
Music obsession still remains the same . Favourite band still remains the same. but flavour has changed drastically . i songs i've listed previously are songs i havnt listened over years .
definately i'll be downloading them again and they will be among my top play counts for a good amount of time .

Friends have changed . I've realised i have a very large group of friends . Am i close to them ?. an hour ago i thought i was . But to actually think of it , i'm not too sure . i can list a minimum of 10 sets of people who i was in constant touch with and thought i'll be in touch with on a daily or rather weekly basis . But the actual truth is , its really hard to maintain it with the constant changes in life . Do i regret it? i'd say no . But yes i'd definately be catching up with them for sure (fingers crossed).

Relationships , HAHA is all i have to say .

Am i happy?.
>I have no clue . but life moves so fast i have to say . Loads of unpredictable changes both good and bad . Obviously i'm handling it in the best way possible ( i hope), but there have been major slip ups.

Where i wanted to be and where i am ?.
>Financially i'm almost there .
>I dint reach where i am right now the way i presumed . I've got loads of stuff yet to be completed but i cant go by concept of just dumping what i have and aim for the stars.
>Will i reach the top? . Yes but it will take time and patience (which is being tested this very moment).

Would my past be happy where i am right now ?
>I'm pretty sure that would be a straight forward "NO"
>But i would never want to go back and change anything cause i'd rather let it be .



Have my priorities changed?
>Oh yeah . drastically .

What do i miss??
>All of my school friends. I've have lost contact with them all . i will definaltely call them up now after all this thought .
>The energy i had for life and my approach towards something new .

What did i see that was not coming my way ?
>My life in bangalore :) . i'm Loving it but i'd move back anyday of various reasons .
>My interests and hobbies are literally nil. Yes i've reached a stage where music should not be considered an interest or a hobby , Its more of a way of life . But loads of plans yet to be adopted to make sure it stays that way.
>Pressure is something that is on my shoulders . Its no more a text book way of life . Everydays action has to be scheduled , checked and performed with perfection .
>Becoming a couch potato . My biggest setback as of now . Missing out on so much just to stay at home and get some time to myself . and to be true i'm showing absolutely no efforts to come out of it :)


My addiction to the online world has not changed one bit though :)

Loads of thoughts yet to be posted . But as stated i'm no more bored :) .

Hopefully i'll would not ignore this blog like i did . But yeah life is all about unpredictability and change aint it ?.

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Finally A Breakthrough or is it?

 There's a gig cumin up soon by our band!!!.The thought that haunts our mind is "yes one of da well awaited breakthrough's, but  ARE WE READY FER IT".its kinda of weird u try hard to oraganise ppl fer the gig!!.But one smal flaw in the gig can lead to a creation of "Y the heck did i even think o cumin here??" in the minds of the crowd.
                                                                   But hope thats not gonna stop us frn doin wat we do the most "Rock your wits"."FUCK YEA MAN I'M FULLY LOCKED N LOADED TO GET THIS GIG ON THE WAY!!!.
Peace Ppl
Nutcracker

Just So complicated ppl!!

 Its a real hard feelin that occurs wen two gangs enter into a state of cold war just because a member of each of the clan enters into a conflict with Each otha.The rest of da ppl dont mingle to to stay a part of the gang.Boy such stuff sucks!!.A personal grudge towards just a particular person makes the whole clan suffer!!!.it always happens u cant mingle with the othas just because they hang out wif one particular peson u don like!!!.
All i can say is "politics at its fullest".Man its just so absurd!!.But we cant do anytin abt it thats where ego controls us.
Pahh its buggin buggin buggin!!!
Neways me jobless like usual!!
Peace Nutcracker

"Inspiration shud be taken as well as given".I think i've acheived that

 Its odd but its true.Most of da time the field ur intrsted in is sumtin probably not all the ppl in ur skewl or organistion were into.but wen u kinda rethink abt u cum to its only because of that u were able to b intrested in dat field!!.

                       yea yea i'll give u the derivation.Just think u got into "Drums" well if there loads of ppl on ur skewl who were more fuckin betta than u.Its sure u interest wudave gone frm it so badly!!!.though u wud derive inspiration frm those guys once u cum to knw u stand no chance in front of em.U sorta Quit frm it.But at the same time if u were the only guy who only knew Drums .U wudave acted as the most dominant drummer.ANd instead of deriving inspiration u wudave given inspiraion to a number of ppl!!.yea i've experienced it!!!.Ans i'm so damn proud of doing so!!!
                       Once u've obtained that dominant position u wud do anytin to maintain it.So there comes the extra ordinary!!!.Ur performin to a level which u once thght u wud neva Perform in this fuckin competitive world!!!.

Is it the attitude of the ppl or is it just like dat!!

Yea these guys r just 4 usual guys who just got together n jammed.Now its their Profession.think of such a stuff in India!!.Cud we guys do stuff like dat!!!!.Well there r ppl who just put their hearts n souls into this matter n find a space fer jammin in india!!.but the point is "THEY HAV TO PUT THEIR HEARTS N SOULS".Thats the most major flaw in indian rock!!.

now y is this so is it just because ppl don wanna accept rock or is it because ppl like rock but keep thinking "After it's india rock not gonna do any gud here".

Come to think of it its kinda a mixture of both.And wat do we get wen we mix both!!!.A dead indian rock scene.So as of now all we can do is just invite ppl to c rock n then make them aware of the pathetic condition!!.I guess thats our only hope!!!!
Long Live Rock
Peace
Nutcracker 

From Boring to "hectic" in a span of just 15 mins!!

Guess wat 7 hrs ago i wrote a post sayin life is boring n shit!!.now Guess wat i was in a situation to opt frm so many time consuming alternatives.Yea i reached home at late night.but u knw wat its obvious ma next post is gonne "shit is boring boring blah blah blah".Cause as of now thats the circle of life.U just keep whining that that ur "bored n shit" but that very minute u end sayin stuff like wat i'm sayin rite now!!.hehehe life complex topic!!!.Dynamism to the max thats wat life is i'm sure.

Whew man me bored to da core!!!!!!!

Pahhhhh!!!!.Boring man boring!!.Hope the rest of the day is enlightening!!!.Lets just hope so!!!.Making friends via chatting is sumtin completetly different than meetin a person in persodn(hehe yea i knw too many "person").But its a feeling that always occurs u meet a person via net.He seems to be awesum while chattin but wen u go n meet up in person there its a really akward opsition u don knw wat to do.But Thats the new trend Blind dates turn out to be life time partners.
neways
Peace
Nutcracker